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Melpomene Carter im not insane. im not crazy. maybe i dont capitalize my writing, or use most punctuation. maybe i like to eat with my hands and maybe i like to not wear shoes but im not insane. im not crazy. i have been to too many doctors and therapists and psychologists and psychiatrists and counsellors who have told me i have a problem. maybe i do. but maybe my problem is everyone telling me that im different. i know im different. i strive to be different. im happy if im different. i do not want to be like everyone else. i have being in a doctors office having people ask me about my personal life. i dont go around asking them about theirs, do i? no, i dont. i stay out of their business but they feel they are allowed to butt into mine. and my parents. they feel i am still four years old and they have to call the school if i have a bad day. no! that wont do anything. why cant you people realize that i can take care of myself?! its my life i am in control i understand me and everything is good when i am the only one leading my life. as soon as other people push their way in, it all changes. it all changes for the worse. i hate it. so. maybe i have a solution, and a solution that works. leave me alone. let me deal with my life. isnt that part of growing up? to learn how to be on your own? i thought so. so let me. and i will. just because my methods in life aren't the same as yours does not mean im insane. or crazy. im normal. im just different. and the next person who i dont know who comes up to me and tells me that im insane, or crazy......expect WW3. Melpomene Carter can be contacted at melpomene@endofinfinity.20m.com |